That's what your name means if I'm not mistaken. The man I admire from afar. Let me just love you from afar where your eyes cant met mine. Youre the one I admired for so long, only to find out its not you all along. But my love for you is still greater than your flaws. My heart still wants you anyhow. Im sorry I pushed you too far, Im sorry I tricked and bullied you. But its probably better this time. Youre with her anyway, I may not be happy for myself but I promise I'll be happy for you. Your pain is my pain. Your happiness is my happiness so I'd rather see you happy even if it means seeing you happy with someone else. Right now, your happiness is all I care about
